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    July 12

    失望

    怎样的夜
    怎样的我
    怎样的选择才是正确的
    我没有答案
    挣扎了一个晚上
    最终的决定是:放弃
    一个期待了很久的比赛
    临近了,我却要放弃。。。
    总是到面对前选择放弃
    为什么总是这样
    为什么每次放弃的都是因为同一个原因
    为什么。。。
    好讨厌这样的自己
    讨厌这样懦弱无能的人
    不想照镜子
    讨厌从镜子中看到的那个人
    追求上进
    却总是被无奈打回
    反反复复
    终于知道为什么到今天还是这个样子
    也许此生再没有机会参加这样的比赛了
    结果不是失败而是以遗憾告终
    真是太可笑了
    想说“如果时光能倒流就好了,那我一定会***”
    可想完就想鄙视自己
    平时最讨厌的就是后悔
    明知没有意义
    就不要在后悔上再次浪费时间
    可是现在却想祈求那个“如果”
    还是不甘心
    总是有一丝丝希望觉得“没准。。。”
    醒醒吧
    还浸泡在迷惑中的人
    机会总是留给有准备的人
    时间和金钱都已经等不起了
    现在要做的就是现实起来
    要明白已经不允许再像孩子一样去任意挥霍青春
    必须计划好人生
    在现有的时间内效率最大化
    找到自己的位置
    实现自己的价值
    下一个天亮
    我要对着太阳微笑
     
     
     
     
     

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